1. Big Decisions 2. First Day 3. Inside-Briefly 4. Integration Is the Law 5. Fighting to Learn 6. Becoming a Warrior 7. Endings and Beginnings 8. Reunion Interview Melba Pattillo Home		Back to Age 13 A Nightmare That Never Ends By: Chandler A. Tennessee, Age 13 I would be terrified. I would turn paranoid. I would try to quit. I would have many sleeples nights. It would be the most tortured years of my life. I'd do my best but be scared. I would never be safe. Thinking everyone is out to get me. It would truly be the nightmare that never ends. Back to Age 13