Secrets By Kyla C. Grade 14, Canada Here I am, sitting alone again, the world vastly changing before my eyes its nights like this when i feel no solution like dreams, promising a better tomorrow what a joke-what a tease living in a cookie cutter world frustraiting unneeded aggrivations its times when people think they know, but all they know is that im trapped dont you see it? they do-they make it worse it wont stop, why wont it stop? i feel at fault for being trapped trying to find Heaven in Hell it doesnt work ive been filling myself with hope, faith knowing subconciously nothing with help, nothing can i feel no sense of livelihood, a vagrant some would say or a door, metephorically perfect for me what lies insides a secret occluded by those who don't know me my whole life, I wanted to be the girl whom made a difference but its done with, im over it I can't take anymore of their sickening vibes I grew up wanting a reason to change now all I want is a reason to stay the same